Newbie looking for recommendations

[swolder]

Hello, I'm new to this and pretty nervous so I'm really looking for something based on my comfort level.

1. Low risk of getting caught by police/crusaders. This is my biggest fear.
2. Cleanliness - self explanatory. Must be clean.
3. I'd really like a table shower, sounds nice.
4. Very Kind staff - I want someone who will be NICE and affectionate. Not looking to get rushed an shuffled around, treated coldly like a piece of meat. I really want someone to be nice to me and have a nice warm caress during this process.
5. Mutual touch, I like boobs, would like to be able to touch them / kiss them, I don't care about going down below and probably wouldn't anyway. This one isn't a requirement though.

I'm not really the least bit concerned about the appearance,weight, or age too much of the person giving the massage, as long as they are kind and clean.

I don't need or want FS in any form, and definitely don't want BBBJ. CBJ would be fine, but don't really even need that, just a nice and affectionately provided release by hand would be fine.