Women come and go from the MP scene. Enjoy the memories. Hopefully she is happy wherever she is (though I never saw her as far as I am aware.)
The only MPA that I sometimes whistfully think about was the late great Sydney (aka Aussie Girl). She was hardly centrefold material, but she had the kind of thing going for her that I find attractive in a woman. Sexy, smart as a tack, funny, and loved cock and instinctively knew how to please a man. Even her, I would not want her to come back to the industry as I wish her all the best in the so called Real World. (But if she did decide to make a comeback, I'd be first in line.)