Still out (follow up on previous post)

[Lalallala]

who is alice and would you recommend? I’m in Mississauga.

She’s a milfy 40 something that works out of the golden orchard area. You should be able to find a “Alice in Mississauga” thread.

 

[Lucy Morningstar]

hmm well, this is pretty odd for me. I just read that kiki@grw wears glasses and the nerd chick interest in me got piqued right away. Alas, while I normally would have rushed up and saw the girl, i kind of felt.. uhh. meh about it. I don't know. not super motivated about it. Maybe the dopamine rush has worn off. Not sure how most of you guys stay interested for so long.. I've only really been into this hobby for the past.. perhaps 7 months. Lots of changes. I guess at the beginning there were these awesome gals I met right off the start. I think there was kiki@iu. then cici@em. and then i discovered annie spa, which at the time, was super close to where I was temporarily living. Zipping up to IU during my lunch break was easy and seeing the girls that were working at the end of last year was great. Like great massages and the service. Made me forget about my ex entirely. Honestly, it was great. It was great sharing the info and getting info on the girls back about where to go and who to see next. But I don't think I was meant for this for long. I'm definitely far too attached to my fav two since xmas and since I don't really see either of them any more (one on vacation and the other.. well.. not sure what the heck is going on with her).. chasing other girls to get the same high hasn't worked. There's pretty girls alright and it was fun but I don't leave feeling as good as I did when I finished seeing my fav two. Like not at all. And try as hard as I might (I think I hit a high of like 15 visits in a week in Feb), haven't quite felt the same. My previous favourite spa has brought on so much changes that I don't recognize anyone any more, and *all* the new girls I've seen have been disappointments. I guess it is their business model and if it is working for them, then good for them. It isn't working for me. Found a couple of other girls that, while are nice and all, just don't quite feel the same.

This RH enforcement action has turned things upside down but I don't think it would have made a difference in my interest. Having finalized the divorced and back on the dating scene, has made things interesting. But I'm not in a place in my life where I can settle down just yet so shy to commit. I guess I'm still a bit at a loss to where love, life and sex and stuff leads me. There's a couple of girls I still want to visit if for nothing else because I'm stubborn and like completing tasks I have set out. But beyond that, after that.. not sure what else to do.

Have you guys got to the point where you see a totally hot chick, totally nude, totally what you ever dreamed of, in front of you and just totally lost your boner? It has happened to me far too often recently. Not just semi girls but agency girls as well. So if you got into that situation, what did you do? How do you get out of the rut? I don't know if there's a post-divorce crash or not, or if I am ultimately just not happy visiting these spas.

At the moment, i'm trying to figure out how to get my ass back to Oakville to see Bin, but taking 3-4 hours out on a weekend is always tough. And then there's alice in mississauga. I still don't know if I want to see Michelle when she gets back from China. Like.. what's the point?

hahah. i don't know what the end looks like yet. at least the end to this subplot of my life.

who is alice and would you recommenduI’m in Mississauga.

She’s a milfy 40 something that works out of the golden orchard area. You should be able to find a “Alice in Mississauga” thread.

thank you, have you been anywhere else that caught your eye in mississauga ?