Chat When truth is not what you want it to be.

[UsefulIdiot]

yes.. it’s true!
we are means to an end, so they say!
but know this.. you have but a certain amount of time as her clock ticks.. tick tick tick..as does yours!
you lived, loved and your better for it!
take the memories, enjoy,
and go find your next flame (plural)…
and one Other tidbit.
your best, is yet to cum!
and wish I was in your hood as I heard about a chinese/ Italian mix that will be in your area soon from what was told!
38 F,5’6”. Thats all I know.

be well always!

Cheers. Or should I say bottoms up - yours or hers!

 

[UsefulIdiot]

The MPA thing I referred to was about two years ago. I learned my lesson after three sessions and a bunch of email exchanges. I referred to it in the theme of having to be honest with myself, just like drinking and getting high everyday stopped being fun and started being detrimental. But that is the nature of posting a thread, you throw out a bunch of stuff, and get surprised by what people react to.

 

[cali99]

Cheers. Or should I say bottoms up - yours or hers!

Bottoms, tops, it’s all good!
one other thing about humility..
and I know a thing or two about that..
it always, comes down.. to our stinking thinking!!!
or not.. it’s always your choice, how to respond, interpret etc….
always..
those masters out there..
A big food for thought.
the moment we we ponder a twisted or broken relationship with another person, our emotions go in the defensive. To escape looking at the wrongs we have done to another, we resentfully focus on the wrong she has done to us. Triumphantly we seize upon her slightest misbehavior as the perfect excuse for minimizing or forgetting our own!

 

[cali99]

One other thing my hobby enthusiast...
she would everything through me. Right then and it that manner I chose!
after 2 years, I had to admit that it a soul had surely laid hold of her master. Not excepting myself.
this brought me to a healthy realization, that there were plenty of situations left in her world over which I had no personal
power. That if i was ready to admit that to be the case for her, I must make the same admission with respect to much else..
if I have the unconscious deceit that she will do everything through me.
not a soul had laid master, not excepting!
hopefully, I hear a few responses to this.
not sure I will As her
gauntlet, is only proportional, to her level of acceptance.
food for thought!
now I’m hungry, for a great 2 hour session with an mpa!
fuck me!

 

[Elv]

To rid yourself of temptation is to give in to them. Be yourself. Darwin Award will come in some form. May be it’s great or shit. Just randomness of the crowd and society of the time.

 

[UsefulIdiot]

To rid yourself of temptation is to give in to them. Be yourself. Darwin Award will come in some form. May be it’s great or shit. Just randomness of the crowd and society of the time.

Respectfully, this is not about temptation (way past that point) it is about having the humility to course correct when you are wrong.

 

[Elv]

Yeah. Great self control and mental strength.

 

[cali99]

conviction and compromise..
deciding when to compromise and when not to compromise always calls for the most careful discrimination.

 

[cali99]

Respectfully, this is not about temptation (way past that point) it is about having the humility to course correct when you are wrong.

Self searching is the means by which we bring
new vision and kudos… and grace to bear and negative side of our natures. With it comes the development of that kind of humility That makes it possible for us to receive her blessings. Yet it is only a step. We will want to go further!!!!!!!
love…
for all who understand.

 

[ludwigr]

To all the Romeos that say they're only doing this to earn a square meal - I'd bet more than 95 percent of the girls working in the industry would survive okay without working in this business. But they want the luxury, easy money. Go to an eastern country (other than Thailand lol) to see the value women place on their dignity and respect. "But there are hundreds of immigrant MPAs" - would they do it in their home country even if it was legal there?

Maybe they're living in the stone age and we're progressive. Or perhaps we're degenerating...

 

[UsefulIdiot]

Yeah. Great self control and mental strength.

So admitting you are wrong and doing something about it is weak? I met a lot of people like you in martial arts. So called tough guys would come into the dojo wanting to kick ass, get humiliated and never came back.

 

[UsefulIdiot]

To all the Romeos that say they're only doing this to earn a square meal - I'd bet more than 95 percent of the girls working in the industry would survive okay without working in this business. But they want the luxury, easy money. Go to an eastern country (other than Thailand lol) to see the value women place on their dignity and respect. "But there are hundreds of immigrant MPAs" - would they do it in their home country even if it was legal there?

Maybe they're living in the stone age and we're progressive. Or perhaps we're degenerating...

Hey if you are okay with sex work, it is a good option. Much better than working at Walmart. I respect their choice.

 

[SuperSport]

It’s funny cause guys think after the sex part these girls love them or really enjoyed the act and then they message they love her and all that and if she can be their girlfriend. If she really loved you or enjoyed having sex with you like these girl say, you wouldn’t be paying and you’d be doing it for free…

I think you over looked a possibility. The MPA's play up the guys, "You so big, so strong, skin so white, so smooth, so handsome, yadda, yadda." Why do you think the guys don't give it back?

Smart guys do, when the MPA does something you like, do you say, "Hey, that's not too bad, feels kind of good." I'm not going to inform what you should say, that's on you but

there are guys that like PSE, and then there are guys that visit MPA's for Fantasy Island adventure. They want to be able to say "I love you," to someone that does not turn around and

reply, "Shut up, and take out the garbage, you're not getting any!"

If you walk up to the new MPA you've just met and say, "You're beautiful," or, you say, "You'll do, let's go."

Forget about service and all that, which one is going to be more fun, more positive going forward? She calls you, "baby," you call her, "honey." Go with the flow.

There's more than one type of MPA, there's more than one type of Hobbyist, very few are falling head over heals is my prediction. Your MPA appears to be in

a, "Look at me, how great I am, they're falling all over me," so you will think she's the prized cow. If you're as cool as a cucumber, what else can she do trying to

secure you as a regular, after-all there does not seem to be a connection?

 

[cali99]

So admitting you are wrong and doing something about it is weak? I met a lot of people like you in martial arts. So called tough guys would come into the dojo wanting to kick ass, get humiliated and never came back.

I got my ass kicked by a 90 pound Japanese girl in Steven segals martial arts studio on la cienga back in the 80s.. broke my collar bone and I was out!!!!!!
same dojo you see in his first movie above the law ala la cienaga. Matsuko was very very good!
a couple of my buds made it in his movie as bit part.

 

[SuperSport]

I love edible marijuana and I have been a daily user for a while. It is especially enjoyable with alcohol. I got into the habit of taking 40 - 60 mg of THC and drinking two glasses of red wine with dinner. It was great, then it was good, then it was okay. My productivity was affected

I'm no expert but was wondering with edibles are you able to select Sativa / Indica? I know one is supposed to get you very productive, always forget which. Probably at least one of them wrecks your memory lol

Can you not stick to the more productive strain?

 

[cali99]

I think you over looked a possibility. The MPA's play up the guys, "You so big, so strong, skin so white, so smooth, so handsome, yadda, yadda." Why do you think the guys don't give it back?

Smart guys do, when the MPA does something you like, do you say, "Hey, that's not too bad, feels kind of good." I'm not going to inform what you should say, that's on you but

there are guys that like PSE, and then there are guys that visit MPA's for Fantasy Island adventure. They want to be able to say "I love you," to someone that does not turn around and

reply, "Shut up, and take out the garbage, you're not getting any!"

If you walk up to the new MPA you've just met and say, "You're beautiful," or, you say, "You'll do, let's go."

Forget about service and all that, which one is going to be more fun, more positive going forward? She calls you, "baby," you call her, "honey." Go with the flow.

There's more than one type of MPA, there's more than one type of Hobbyist, very few are falling head over heals is my prediction. Your MPA appears to be in

a, "Look at me, how great I am, they're falling all over me," so you will think she's the prized cow. If you're as cool as a cucumber, what else can she do trying to

secure you as a regular, after-all there does not seem to be a connection?

i Have no qualms of mpas wanting me to be regulars. 70 - 2 hour visits later... she was the best Pain killer available on the market…
but why go to an mpa? For pain killing?
pain has been the price
of admission for most of us. And this admission price was more than we purchased, more than we expected. It did, lead me to a measure of humility, which I discovered to be a pain killer, of much exception!

 

[milleniummann]

Dude it’s like someone is stirring g your mind pot of soup and every once in a while a thought bubble appeared on the surface. That post had more starts than the Indy 500


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[UsefulIdiot]

I'm no expert but was wondering with edibles are you able to select Sativa / Indica? I know one is supposed to get you very productive, always forget which. Probably at least one of them wrecks your memory lol

Can you not stick to the more productive strain?

Honestly for me there is no difference between sativa and indica edibles. Maybe smoking it is different. But I think everybody reacts a little differently. A couple of neighbors of mine tried edibles (I do not know the strain they tried) and stayed up all night doing housework. For me it quiets a busy mind, allows me to enjoy physical sensations more, and is sometimes a little psychedelic. While high and getting a massage I sometimes hallucinate pulsating hungry vaginas. And it brings orgasm to a whole new level. So that is where I am now - only get high and drunk at most once a week, have sex with an MPA, go home and jerk off one or two times and have a very happy sleep.

 

[BmH6769]

Honestly for me there is no difference between sativa and indica edibles. Maybe smoking it is different. But I think everybody reacts a little differently. A couple of neighbors of mine tried edibles (I do not know the strain they tried) and stayed up all night doing housework. For me it quiets a busy mind, allows me to enjoy physical sensations more, and is sometimes a little psychedelic. While high and getting a massage I sometimes hallucinate pulsating hungry vaginas. And it brings orgasm to a whole new level. So that is where I am now - only get high and drunk at most once a week, have sex with an MPA, go home and jerk off one or two times and have a very happy sleep.

Anyone who has hobby for a long time, at some point will fall for a particular person no biggie, as long as you realize it’s just for fun and keep the good memories, that’s how I’d dealt with it

For me to get high I need indica. Edible is good but nothing beat a nice fat joint in and out your lungs. I’d find it more enjoyable getting massage when I’m high, esp those MPAS that can give good strong massage.

As always, thanks for sharing your predicament with us

 

[UsefulIdiot]

Anyone who has hobby for a long time, at some point will fall for a particular person no biggie, as long as you realize it’s just for fun and keep the good memories, that’s how I’d dealt with it

For me to get high I need indica. Edible is good but nothing beat a nice fat joint in and out your lungs. I’d find it more enjoyable getting massage when I’m high, esp those MPAS that can give good strong massage.

As always, thanks for sharing your predicament with us

Cheers! Personally I never smoke anything. But I am off to Amsterdam in month so maybe I will try. When in Amsterdam ...